So many things happening.
Red lady has me on a chokehold.
I finally put out a second episode on my podcast; check it out here. Also, I’m closer to wrapping things up with the Sotired store and will share it with you all as soon as it’s ready. I wrote an article too; it has been a while since I did that, so you should probably check it out here.
A friend asked me to monetize my newsletter and podcast, and I was like, "Naa! Honestly, the thought has never crossed my mind. I feel like I’ll stop enjoying it as soon as I do that, so no thank you, for now.
Today I feel really terrible physically. Mentally, I’m all pumped to f*ck shit up, but my body is crawling like a snail. Shout out to the red lady, who always does the most.
I’ve got the most amazing friends, really; you all know yourselves, and trust me when I say it helps ease the burden of constantly battling self-doubt and all the other BS around. I need to read the book I downloaded today, "Red Lady is Killing Vibes." I'm writing this from the floor because it's the only position where the slicing doesn’t feel like it will paralyze me.
My pain threshold doesn’t really help me much because most times when I’m going through really crazy shit, folks around me don’t exactly get it because I look and sound all fine on the outside. A friend once told me that I have a great poker face and can’t tell the shit that’s going on inside by looking at my face. That’s why I share a lot of myself these days, just so I won’t die of silence (too dramatic, maybe?).
I got distracted by a really big draw and lost my train of thought. I'm allowed some drama today.
Send hugs, kisses, and chocolates too, because I’m in pain. Thank you.
The day is almost over, but it's not too late to do it afraid and f*ck shit up!
Pain thresholds are useful for one thing, to keep us from caving when things get hardest. Sharing ensures we get help before it's too late to do anything meaningful. You're right on track.